Thursday 3 May 2012

The 3 Months I'll Never Forget

Helllllooooo citizens of the blogosphere -and facebook for those of you coming in from there! This week’s topic (yes, you read right -this is going to be a weekly agenda)…..NATIONAL SERVICE!

Day 1: I left for the camp in the national service bus with some of the girls in the bus crying and my parents and family members waving me off. Surprisingly, I didn’t feel that sense of foreboding and I have to say the NS bus is much better than the usual buses we enjoy. Unfortunately, I was sitting alone and I didn’t know anyone. Thank god for me, I made friends with someone the minute I set foot into the girls’ dormitory. The experience in camp from that point on was one I would cherish and never forget!


Do not be fooled -it's not this cold there!
Pre-NS







Here’s our daily schedule after that:
6.00am: Wira dan wirawati, anda dikehendaki bangun, bangun, bangun! (FYI, it has a melody to it!). Then, there’s an assembly at that ungodly hour and a morning exercise which varies from day to day (my favourite was the aerobics which had not-so-little to do with the hot instructor) + breakfast.

My PK class- PK 1, PK1, lu pikir la sendiri!

8.30am: Yes, all of the above was squeezed in that short a period. We had classes with a syllabus! Nothing like in school! It was fun and interesting and everyone was open minded, teachers included. We were free to express our ideas and opinions, encouraged actually…there were no repercussions if you said you’re not enjoying class to the teacher’s face! Everything we said was accepted and respected as our own opinions. There were tons of performances and presentations we had to do, sometimes in front of the whole camp….and if you know me well, you’d know that I enjoy performing a lot!

Our syllabus
10.30am: Brunch followed by more classes.

12.30pm: Lunch and a well deserved, much needed break. We slept mostly due to the fact that most of us stay up late at night talking!

2.30pm: Physical activity, again at an ungodly, blazing hot (and by that I mean skin-might-peal-off-at-any-time hot) hour. Despite that I have to say I enjoyed it, probably because I was doing it with my friends. The activities varied from tali tinggi (flying fox, walking on ropes at scary heights),  tali rendah (more like simple and fun games), sukan kreativiti (included us running around trying to collect water in a bottle with holes, jumping from one poncho to the next and many more weird yet surprisingly fun games -you’d think they were childish and easy…but they’re NOT!) and of course the ever famous (or should I say infamous?) march pass! For the first time in my life I loved it! I even VOLUNTEERED to join the kawad senyap! (shout out to all my NS friends who joined the ELF here! To those who didn’t, you missed out!!!!)

4.30pm: Tea time!

5.30pm: Sports and recreational time.

6.30pm: Dinner. Yes, it’s that early!

The night activities varied in time and activity. We had rehearsals for performances, talks, religous classes, etc + supper (if you're keeping count, that's the 6th meal already! So no, we do not come home skinny.) Other activities we had included jungle trekking, search and rescue missions (fake ones!), shooting (the M16 shooting is overrated, believe me that wasn’t the best part of national service), community service (the worst activity in my opinion because we spent more time travelling and waiting for buses than actually doing something….and the service we did wasn’t all that much of a help to the community in my opinion).
Delta in the sports closing ceremony
Flying fox
One of the sports day
Delta after winnung the Kontrak Kita Janji
Our beloved flag! Hand made by Delta's team of artist!
Christian's religous class








 
Day 76: The days flew by without us noticing although there was a board in the hall which showed us how many days we had left. We started the camp ticking off the days and praying it’ll go by faster….but after it hit 20 days, we didn’t even want to look at the board for fear of knowing how fast the days were flying by. And when it hit the 10-day mark, there were trainees trying to change the numbers on the board to make it read longer, trainees trying to cover up the board, the cry-fest had arrived….we just couldn’t stand to look at it any longer!
We had the closing ceremony in the morning which included a performance from the kawad senyap and then, we partied the night away!
Kawad senyap
Delta's final performance (Ape lagi??!! Terhegeh-hegeh!)
The day we had to leave was a bittersweet occasion…we didn’t want to leave our friends but we missed home as well. I saw a teacher telling the students to get onto the bus and stop having last minute talks with their friends because we were running late, the one that really got me feeling sad was seeing the GUYS CRYING! You know it’s something really saddening if even they’re crying….don’t even get me started on how the girls were! And so the three month journey ended the same way we came…crying! Albeit for different reasons. The one thing I witnessed there that I didn’t see anywhere else was racial equality and unity….at least  among my friends there and from the teachers as well.

There’s a lot I didn’t mention, I couldn’t fit it all. But that’s the overall experience. I was blessed to have the BEST dorm-mates! We barely fought and we got along very well. They were my family when I had none there. I miss them EVERY SINGLE DAY! Muax!!! Love ya’ll! GOOOO DELTA!!!













Sunday 29 April 2012

Return From The Blog Graveyard!


Hey people of cyberspace! Yes2...this a comeback post after many, many, MANY months! (Though I'm sure most of you didn't know I started a blog in the first place.) Please do read the last one if you haven't seen it... Since then much has happened and I fully plan to talk about all of it but for today I want to give my thoughts on this whole SPM/ Scholarship/ College stuff.

As some of you might know I got 10 A's in my SPM examination and although I have received countless congratulating wishes and people being in awe of it, I have come to realize that what I got simply doesn't cut it in this competitive world.... Academic achievement seems to be the only requirement to be at least short-listed to get a scholarship. God knows I have applied for a ton of them and have been disappointed on several counts as many of you can relate to I'm sure. Though I agree that those who got better results are more deserving of the scholarship, I also wish that other achievements are taken into account! And then there's the fact that the same people are getting ALL the scholarships! How is that fair??!!! They are spoilt for choice while the rest of us fight our way to get short-listed for even one! This is one example: look closely at the names in this article and the one in the photo (Sorry I couldn't find the link for this one)....there are some that are in both!
Spm 50 Top scorers ( Source: The Star 22/04/2012)

http://thestar.com.my/education/story.asp?file=/2012/4/22/education/11145614&sec=education


So, these students get both and they choose one of it… To whom does the one they don’t choose go to? Do we stand a chance to get that empty spot now? Let me make one thing clear before I proceed, I by no means blame the students who were awarded these scholarships. I do however blame the system. Isn’t there a way to ensure that the same student does not get more than one scholarship….or at least open up the empty spot to the next deserving candidate? Yes, admittedly it may be hard but it is their duty to provide us with the best!

Anyway, all I can do now is hope and pray that something will come my way…most of all, trust that God has a plan for me…. Here’s to all of you who feel the same…DON’T LOSE HOPE! J

Friday 2 September 2011

Hi!

Hi! I'm new to this so please do forgive the lil' errors or maybe lack thereof??? ;) So I finally got a blog....yay for me! Btw, next step: tryin to get a free app for my iPod so I can blog from there...anyone knows how to get 1??? 
Well, SPM trials is coming (boohoo... T.T) been tryin to study and well I can't really say I'm failing to do so cz I have been but I guess I could do better.... It's in a week!!!!! ARGH!!! On top of all the usual distractions I have the unfortunate pleasure of having my cousins over to talk and play with....and of course my dad decides to have a BBQ now ( I mean, do u want me to study or not?).... U can see my dilemma I'm sure.... Just can't wait for this big hurdle to be over with.... And then  there's college to think of...oh3, and don't forget national service too ( yes I got chosen.... Was bummed, but a lil excited now)... Despite everything I'm certainly happy with life....I seem to have found a new thirst for life...I'm looking forward to new experiences (god knows I got a ton coming) and meeting new people ( maybe on this site???)... Can't wait... 
Till my next post.... Au revoir!!!! xoxoxo